Sent: Aug 13, 2010 8:56p
“Oh we’re the one who suppose to hate u beb. We ain’t got metro TV.” RT @vinnydubidu: Benci liat foto BBM @mariaaa88 @yulyliu @paulpitoy. 😐
Hello! How do you do? Message above was came from my friend’s tweet, miss Arlene. She’s great sister to remind me how lucky I am to have those chance in Metro TV.
Still remember my previous story? When I start planning myself to be a ‘pedagang’, and so on right after I feel like I lose all the chances to be what I want to be. Yes! Finally, I’ve got the call on Wednesday, to start my internship on Friday. I was freaking out!
So, this is my first day having an internship in Metro TV. All feeling was so mixed up like a glass of juice. I feel exciting, yet intimidating. I’ve made my own story that I would be bullied by the next few days. I’m afraid of making mistake. And so on. And so on.
Then, when I really get into it, it isn’t that bad. I have to call some colleges asking for audiences to come on Monday live shooting. Intan (current officer) was telling me how to make a transportation request for picking them up. I was introduced to another officer. So far, they’re seemed kind.
However, one at a time, I suddenly feel stressed out. I’m wondering ’bout how far I can go through this, how well I can do, how good they’ll except me, and so many other thoughts that come into my mind.
Then, I read Arlene’s tweet, and I was like slapped to thank my God for the opportunity given. I then recall how I want this job badly few weeks ago, just like this is my soulmate that I’ve been searching for so long.
Eventually, I’ve got it now.
Time is running out.
All I have to do is give my best.
Yes, I really have to.
Good thing doesn’t come twice.
Take it or leave it.
Hold them tight, or let them go.
Sleep tight, mates! 🙂
(Thanks a lot to all my friends to keep supporting me wherever I am, however I was. It’s my honour to have u all in my life. =*)